I love this kid…Edgar
Even though we don’t talk no more I still do kind miss him,
Even though we couldn’t be I still want him even as a friend,
Even though he can’t be mine I still wish him the best.
Even though we couldn’t be I still want him even as a friend,
Even though he can’t be mine I still wish him the best.
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| — | #personal #realtalk |
“Dear Oscar,
I love you because along with being a great boyfriend your just a great friend in general. I love you because you let me just be myself around you. There was no “game” or “skeem”(?? On ur part lol) when it came to us. I like to think that it kinda just happened. I love you because you have me sooo happy. And it seems so effortless for you, whenever we’re together we dont have to TRY to make it perfect because whenever we’re together it’s just naturally perfect. I love you because you’ve never given up on me or us. I love you because whenever i need help or feel like everything’s going wrong your ALWAYS there for me. I love you because you’ve taught me how to love without regrets or fears of being hurt, I trust you more than you’ll ever know. I know you’d never purposely hurt me. I love you because it was unexpected, I never thought I would ever fall in love, especially not this age. You’ve completely removed all of my fears of being hurt. I love you because NO ONE else comes close to you, no one will ever be able to make me feel the way you do. I love you because your special. I love you because the way you look at me proves that you love me then say you do. I love you because you removed everything I THOUGHT i knew about love and taught me what i know now. I love you because even through all we’ve been through you’ve never changed and your just as amazing now as you were before. I love you because even when I act stupid, bitchy and insecure you overlook it and love me through it. I love you because you’ve gottten rid of that wall I put up with everyone else, something no one else has been able to do before. I love you because everytime I think about you, I swear my heart smiles. I love you because instead of telling me what I wanna hear, you tell me what I need to hear and you actually speak from your heart/mind. I love you because you know me better than anyone else I love you because you make me feel safe, that’s probably why I hold onto you so tight when we’re together. Everything just feels so right when im in your arms. I love you because you mean everything to me. And best of all i love you because I know you love me the same.
Love, your gf Judith”
-too bad you just don’t feel the same anymore, after 10 months after all I put up with I just hope some day I run through your mind and you remember how everything all went from happiness to ruins because you chose it to be that way.);
